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My heart feels you are the one
my mind thinks you are the one
my subconscious is sure you are the one
yet a part of me does not acknowledge you as the one.

Not because of any flaws
no! infact you are the closest i have seen to perfection
not because of my feelings
no! although they have not yet been defined.

First i thought it was a crush
then it changed to like
consequently what i feared happened
it grew into love.

Now i beat around the bush
cause despite the fact that this feeling is beautiful
it scares me to think
the outcome could be ugly.

But someday, maybe one day
when my doubts and fears phase out
i will come to you. yes, i will surely come to you
and totally believe that you are the one. c

I actually write poetry and 5ive is my pseudonym. Afriend of mine asked me to publish this as on of my posts and voila, here it is. yes more are on the way.


Ivan is a friend who i so recently acquired. My goodness, he is so amazingly the true description of a friend. His counsel which is pure, undefiled and just springs from his heart and totally reminds me of the word of God saying out of our bellies shall flow streams of living water. I could go on about this amazing free spirit but for now i will just continue to bles the Lord for him cuz he is a rare gem.

Anyhow now down to the real issue. I have a friend who has been in what i call a bad relationship for quite some time and she is so totally afraid to let go of it. Her condition is what has caused me to write about the whole idea of bad relationships. I like to think of bad relationships like bad teeth. They are totally uncomfortable and the longer you keep them the more pain you put yourself through. Even the painkillers we take to soothe the pain wear off and before long you are back to square one with more pain.

The only solution to a bad tooth is a visit to the dentist who either t…